A Lilac-Scented Recap

May has been filled with more rain than I’d like, and cooler temperatures than most of us would prefer, but there are still moments of beauty, like on the semi-sunny day this lilac started popping. It’s a hybrid, a posthumous gift from Andy’s Mum that has grown enough to fill out three separate patches in our yard. This was a small-bloom year, as lilacs will sometimes deliver, but that makes this one all the more valued. On with the Monday morning recap

Lunch-time walk in downtown Albany

Art deco dreams.

Cherry blossoms begin again

Our 11th Anniversary.

Lilacs on parade.

Another Queen returns

Lilac wine.

The return of the Madonna Timeline: ‘Love Profusion.’ 

Ostrich ferns unfurling

And even more cherry blossoms in the sky.

Dazzlers of the Day included Cole Walliser, Jose Antonio Vargas, Kamala Harris, and Ted Lieu.

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Cherry Blossoms in the Sky

These cherry blossoms, daring to bloom at such an early and treacherous time, are always susceptible to wind and rain and the roughest of spring weather, but before they get torn from their perches I usually manage to get a few pictures of their beauty. For this post, I’m pairing them with a song by Air, a gentle way to end a weekend.

I don’t want to be shy
Can’t stand it anymore
I just want to say ‘Hi’
To the one I love
Cherry blossom girl

I just want to be sure
When I will come to you
When the time will be gone
You will be by my side
Cherry Blossom Girl

Tell me why can’t it be true
I’ll never love again
Can I say that to you
Will you run away
If I try to be true
Cherry blossom girl

Cherry blossom girl
I’ll always be there for you
That means no time to waste
Whenever there’s a chance
Cherry blossom girl
Tell me why can’t it be true
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Freshness Unfurled

The unfurling of the Ostrich ferns is one of the magical moments of May. This ever-expanding patch of them has intruded into the new lawn I seeded last year, so they will be whittled down, but it’s fun to watch them unfurl first. I’ll transplant them into the side yard where they can run rampant through the pachysandra beneath a giant oak tree. It’s a shaded and secret space, perfect for the delicate appearance and underlying hardiness of these ferns. 

They will also do quite well in relatively strong sun, which is where this grouping stands, provided you deliver a regular source of water. The more the better, and they will rise in the bright sunlight to over four feet if given enough consistent moisture. Be wary though – if you can’t supply water on the regular they will rust and turn brown and brittle by the end of July. That still happens in the warmest of summers. 

For now, their freshness is indicative of this early stretch of May – all chartreuse and architectural glory in the form of these wondrous fronds. 

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The Madonna Timeline: Song #163 ~ ‘Love Profusion’ – Spring 2003

{Note: The Madonna Timeline is an ongoing feature, where I put the iPod on shuffle and write a little anecdote on whatever was going on in my life when that Madonna song was released and/or came to prominence in my mind.}

THERE ARE TOO MANY QUESTIONS
THERE IS NOT ONE SOLUTION
THERE IS NO RESURRECTION
THERE IS SO MUCH CONFUSION
AND THE LOVE PROFUSION
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME KNOW
AND THE LOVE VIBRATION
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE IT SHINE

By April 2003 we had been in our home for just over a year, and our first spring traditions were starting to take form. The opening of the pool, the preparing of the gardens, and the general spring cleaning that accompanied this time of the year made for an exciting moment – the release of a new Madonna album added to the energy, but not in the bombastic way most people associate with Madonna, especially in the mayhem surrounding the release of that album.

The final song from the ‘American Life’ album’ to be featured on the Madonna Timeline is ‘Love Profusion’ – fortuitously timed as this is the same time of the year when that infamous album was released. For all the incendiary talk and controversy the lead title track inspired, ‘Love Profusion’ was more indicative of the electronic pastoral that Madonna had conjured with ‘American Life’ – and the classic sonic vibe of her work with Mirwais.

THERE ARE TOO MANY OPTIONS
THERE IS NO CONSOLATION
I HAVE LOST MY ILLUSIONS
WHAT I WANT IS AN EXPLANATION
AND THE LOVE PROFUSION
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME KNOW
AND THE LOVE DIRECTION
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME SHINE
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME SHINE, YOU MAKE ME FEEL

‘Love Profusion’ captured that happily hazy period when spring was ripening into summer, but the evenings and mornings were still chilly. I put the quieter ballads together and played them on repeat to lull us to sleep at night. This was one of those songs – a sweet love song, the kind that always felt like a throwaway to Madonna in the vein of ‘True Blue’ or ‘Cherish’ – where she would perform them on one tour then retire them for decades. (Still waiting on that ‘Cherish’ resurrection…) ‘Love Profusion’ didn’t even get a tour performance, and I’m cool with that.

I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN

The lyrics feel lazy, but today I’ll take it for something lighter, and more innocent and hopeful. Back in 2003, we were ready for that, and in 2021 we are even more ready for it. That doesn’t mean it’s particularly special or groundbreaking, but even when Madonna is pleasantly unremarkable, she’s still a joy to hear.

THERE IS NO COMPREHENSION
THERE IS REAL ISOLATION
THERE IS SO MUCH DESTRUCTION
WHAT I WANT IS A CELEBRATION
AND I KNOW I CAN FEEL BAD
WHEN I GET IN A BAD MOOD
AND THE WORLD CAN LOOK SO SAD
ONLY YOU MAKE ME FEEL GOOD

The video for this is one of my least favorite Madonna videos. I almost wish she didn’t even bother, and the less said about it the better.

I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
AND THE LOVE PROFUSION
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME KNOW
AND THE LOVE INTENTION
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME SHINE
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
YOU MAKE ME SHINE, YOU MAKE ME FEEL

Song #163 – ‘Love Profusion’ – Spring 2003

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Lilac Wine

The only thing missing from this post – practically perfect with its views of lilacs and the voice of Nina Simone – is the perfume from these beautiful flowers. Even in this terrible world, even in this wonderful world, one need not get lost to be found. The appeal of losing myself to such intoxication has faded with the passing years. I remember the empty magic of diving under, but I do not miss it. A song is enough to get close to that enchantment. 

I lost myself on a cool damp night
I gave myself in that misty light
Was hypnotized by a strange delight
Under a lilac tree

Flowers and music, so perfectly paired, remind me of The Flower Clock. And the start of summer.

I made wine from the lilac tree
Put my heart in its recipe
It makes me see what I want to see
And be what I want to be

When I think more than I want to think
I do things I never should do
I drink much more that I ought to drink
Because it brings me back you

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Dazzler of the Day: Ted Lieu

“If we turn our back on the world’s most vulnerable people, we’re eschewing the values our country was founded on.” ~ Ted Lieu

He’s my Twitter hero, thanks to his epic and savage take-downs of ignorance and hate, as well as his thoughtful and insightful bits of wit and wisdom. Even more impressive, his service to our country earns Ted Lieu our Dazzler of the Day honor. A United States Air Force Veteran, and a member of the House of Representatives, he still counts his family as his first priority. His work in Congress has earned him a place on the House Judiciary Committee and the House Foreign Affairs Committee. I’m thankful for his presence there, and his hard work for all the people of this country.

“Diversity – both in ideas and people – has always been one of the country’s greatest assets.” ~ Ted Lieu

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Another Queen Returns

It’s been much too long since a proper Madonna Timeline, and that gets rectified tomorrow morning. In the meantime, a look at what Our Lady has been up to in these recent photos. Whatever she’s doing, it certainly becomes her. This blue pant-suit and pin-straight blonde hair is a nifty new look for a woman who has already worked just about every pose known to humankind

She’s still working on that ‘Madame X Tour‘ release – maybe it will be ready by the two year anniversary of the album on which it was based, but that seems wishful thinking. Personally, I’d prefer a new album, but Madonna works as she wants, and none of her fans seem to be able to sway her in any way. It’s the sort of defiance that turned many of us into fans in the first place, so I can’t begrudge her any choices now. 

With summer just around the corner, the world waits for the next Madonna bop – well, perhaps not the entire world, but my little piece of the world. And in that world, Madonna still fascinates. 

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Lilacs

May: the lilacs are in bloom. Forget yourself. ~ Marty Rubin

Winter is on my head, but eternal spring is in my heart; I breathe at this hour the fragrance of the lilacs, the violets, and the roses, as at twenty years ago. ~ Victor Hugo

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Our 11th Wedding Anniversary

Some years are quieter when it comes to anniversaries, worthy of a look-back, a quiet acknowledgment and appreciation for all that came before. This is one of those years, and so here’s a list of links to bring back that magical time in Boston circa 2010…

A Wedding in the Public Garden.

Our favorite cake ever.

A ritual of rings.

An anniversary flower.

Wedding memory highlights.

Anniversary blooms.

On the eve of a wedding.

A 10th wedding anniversary.

The anniversary collection

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Dazzler of the Day: Kamala Harris

This Dazzler of the Day is a stunner, holding so many ‘firsts’ that I can’t keep track. Kamala Harris is the first female Vice President, the first Black Vice President, and the first Asian Vice President – and that’s only the ‘firsts’ of her current job title. She was actually my first choice as the candidate for the most recent Presidential election, and it’s thrilling to see her embrace and expand the office of the Vice President, working closely in tandem with President Biden on all key policy points. I also distinctly recall her giving the go-ahead for gay marriages to commence in California, at a time when it seemed like this country was not quite ready to do so. For all those reasons (and so many more), Harris earns her first Dazzler of the Day honor. 

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Blossoms of Cherry

Starting in shadows only possible by sunlight, the cherry blossom parade began its march in the cold, grim gray around which spring sometimes surrounds us. A cruel few days of wind threaten their duration and perfection, hastening their exquisite show in a spring that has proven unwieldy and wild. 

This cherry tree moves quickly – its blooms barely noticeable one day, then suddenly bursting open with the first drip of rain. Up until the last week or so it’s been a dry spring. These were just waiting for the water, and they don’t care whether it’s sunny or gray when they bloom. It will happen when it happens. 

Instead of enjoying them on the branch, while the wind bit at my face, I hurriedly stole these pictures. Looking at them now, I feel a residual echo of their beauty and grace. This year, that will have to be enough. 

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Dazzler of the Day: Jose Antonio Vargas

Jose Antonio Vargas earns his first Dazzler of the Day honor thanks to his untiring and ongoing fight for the rights of immigrants. He’s been nominated for Emmy and Tony awards, and has won the Pulitzer Prize. His memoir ‘Dear America: Notes of an Undocumented Citizen’ is the next book on my reading list, and a new book ‘White Is Not A Country’ is scheduled to be published in 2023. For more of his many accomplishments, check out his website here.

“This book is about homelessness, not in a traditional sense, but the unsettled, unmoored psychological state that undocumented immigrants like me find ourselves in. This book is about lying and being forced to lie to get by; about passing as an American and as a contributing citizen; about families, keeping them together and having to make new ones when you can’t. This book is about constantly hiding from the government and, in the process, hiding from ourselves. This book is about what it means to not have a home. After twenty-five years of living illegally in a country that does not consider me one of its own, this book is the closest thing I have to freedom.” ? Jose Antonio Vargas, ‘Dear America: Notes of an Undocumented Citizen’

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Art Deco Summer

Searching for a summer theme song is always a fun endeavor, and I think I’ve got an oldie that will work wonders when the sunny season kicks in. More problematic and onerous is the idea of blogging all summer long when I’d rather be reading or lounging by the pool. To keep that inspirational font flowing, I’m toying with a slight revamp of this ancient website, by most accounts on its last legs as its WordPress format is hopelessly outdated. I no longer have the desire to keep it going forever – or at least whatever constitutes forever these days – yet I’m not quite ready to give it up. 

I could always take the summer off as I’ve done a couple of times, or maybe just reduce the posting schedule. More exciting is the idea of a transition period to toy with other themes and ideas, perhaps with a goal of starting an entirely new site with new stories and new journeys and new guests. Summer makes for such enterprises

For the foreseeable future, the art deco background of the roaring twenties may make for suitable website decor. We’re in the twenties again after all…

 

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Dazzler of the Day: Cole Walliser

Lately I’ve been obsessed with watching video clips of the set-ups for the E! Red Carpet Glambot – directed by Cole Walliser, who earns his very first Dazzler of the Day thanks to his effervescent attitude and infallible ability to get the best out of his celebrity subjects. With a mane of hair that I daresay surpasses the locks of Jason Momoa, Walliser usually makes as dapper a sight to behold on the red carpet as those he so expertly captures on the glambot. Don’t be fooled by all that frivolous fabulousness – Walliser has been making short films and music videos for a while, working with such luminaries as Katy Perry, P!nk, and Miley Cyrus. 

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A Lunch Walk Beside A Magnolia

The past few weeks haven’t been conducive to taking my usual lunch-time stroll through Downtown Albany on my days at the office, but last Tuesday I returned to the practice – a reminder of how important it is to break up the work day with a proper mental reprieve. In this case, a walk on a lovely spring day when all the trees were fresh of growth, and a magnolia was just finishing up its early magnificence. 

The benches were blessedly empty. Even after a year of quietude and non-crowds, I still embrace this solitude. Beauty can be enjoyed on your own, something I fought against for so long I almost started to forget. A squirrel was my only companion on this walk, and he or she didn’t seem keen on striking up a conversation. 

Beneath a magnolia, I paused and did my best to inhabit the moment, to be present, to feel every pulsation the day was eliciting. Such presence is the goal of any good day. I will do better to remember that. 

Magnolias are a breed of tree that I’ve always admired from a distance, and in someone else’s yard, where they can deal with the messy aftermath of these glorious blooms. Such thick petals don’t scatter lightly on the wind – they tend to fall straight down, littering the lawn and making a muck of things when spring rains wait only to rot the fallen. But on days like this, when their blossoms are still carried high, brilliant against a blue sky, I entertain fantasies of planting one of these somewhere on our tiny lot. 

I’ll try to return to this space in a week to remind myself of why that’s a dirty idea. 

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